A lot of people complain about having no friends or being bored, but they have no fucking idea. I literally have NO friends. I’m never anyone’s first choice. Its cool though, i’m used to it.
I just really wish that every once in awhile someone would text me and want to hangout with ME. I always text people and ask if they’re busy and 99.9% of the fucking time they are. I don’t know what else i can do. I’ve literally gotten so desperate that I started smoking pot like a fiend because I thought if I did that I could hangout with different group of people who would actually like me and hangout with me but nope that didn’t work either. I honestly don’t know what else I can do. It’s just the same old story over and over. I don’t have a clue how I handle this bullshit.